Panic followed by calm

I suppose the hardest thing about studying for this LT. test is managing my own stress and trying to still be a good parent... and a good partner. Neither are easy right now, mostly because I am so freaked out about this test.

I am trying to compartmentalize my time so when I am home with Max... I am Mommy. When I am at work... I am studying whenever possible. When I am with Michie, I am some how a decent partner and still giving our relationship what it needs.

Last night we got home from Max's Spring concert and I climbed into bed completely exhausted. I just laid there, and eventually came to place where I didn't care about the test and just was quietly breathing in and out. Maybe that yoga is paying off...