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My brain has hit full. Max is sick with a high fever. Michie stayed home with him today so I could study at work. But I am tired. I just feel like I can't keep going at this rate, but I feel more anxious when I don't study. I can feel the doubt coming in. The "what if's"....what if I get sick for the test, what if I get in a car accident because I am so distracted....what if they give me something completely new that I had never thought of...what if I feel like I do right now on test day. I know it is negative thinking and I am mostly writing this post to get it out of my body and away from my head. I almost wish I wasn't so invested in this test. It is crazy, considering how I wasn't even sure I wanted to take it only 6 months ago.
Thursday, May 08, 2008
Worn out
My brain has hit full. Max is sick with a high fever. Michie stayed home with him today so I could study at work. But I am tired. I just feel like I can't keep going at this rate, but I feel more anxious when I don't study. I can feel the doubt coming in. The "what if's"....what if I get sick for the test, what if I get in a car accident because I am so distracted....what if they give me something completely new that I had never thought of...what if I feel like I do right now on test day. I know it is negative thinking and I am mostly writing this post to get it out of my body and away from my head. I almost wish I wasn't so invested in this test. It is crazy, considering how I wasn't even sure I wanted to take it only 6 months ago.
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Hang in there, Cynthia! And get the rest you need so that you stay healthy. Stressful times make our bodies vulnerable, so remember to eat well, sleep, and drink lots of water. -A note from a Jewish mother. :)
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